sometimes its just so difficult to say something. cause pple don't understand. and they give all kind of responses that u don't want to hear. or some simply no response.

i'm really affected by it this time. :(

but still, i want to thank yuting and my laogong for all that they have done! i really appreciate it.

ohno. i really miss all my friends from cedar. kaiyin!! i miss discussing all the entertainment stuff with u!! very few pple in nj watch the scv channels that we watch!! anyway, jay's new song 不能說的秘密 is very nice!! the piano part rocks.

oh my gosh. that piano's gorgeous.

ate so much on thurs. lunch ate kfc and mac. dinner had swensens.

some photos taken on thurs (mostly food):

thought it ended, but it didn't

I'M SO SUAY!!!

sunday: something really bad happened to me!! cannot believe that it actually happened to me after like 18 years.. its so tiew lian so cannot describe here... kahyan!! i must tell u what happened..

on mon i sort of recovered from the horrible shock. and i had to fall ill on tues. gastric flu. vomited everything that i ate. spent my whole day in bed but went to the doc in the afternoon. couldn't really walk cause i felt so giddy.. but in the end the medicine didn't work at all... continued with all the vomitting. even in the middle of the night i woke up to puke. didn't get to sleep well.

i went through almost the same cycle on wed cause things didn't get better. and i even had diarrhoea. so in the end i had to see another doctor in the hospital (was hoping that the medicine would be better).. and finally i stopped vomitting. but couldn't eat anything than 2-3 mouthfuls of porridge cause my stomach still felt very weak. lost like quite a lot of weight after not eating for almost 2 days. it's really an efficient way to jian fei can. x_x

thurs was so much better but i really couldn't do any work... i'm like so worried. so much stuff to be done and i'm supposed to be taking more rest but i can't!! so xinku :(

removing my braces in a few hours time. need to make my way there alone. hopefully i'll make it there safely...

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joson: haha.. nxt year u all also have an overseas trip ma!! must go!!
boliaonjcian: -_- ... anyway, thanks for your help on tuesday..
meichen: hahaha.. poor me, cannot confirm if can go.
audrey: YAR!! i miss my silly junior! :) and how can u not go for chalet!!

watched kangxi yesterday and it was so so NICE!! its a must-watch. 蕭敬騰 rocks. he's so super talented and shuai!!

going down to NUH today was tiring. 1.5 hours of bus ride. rained heavily and the silly bus has no air-con. so it was stuffy with the windows closed. received a message that i really didn't want to receive. GP lessons on FRIDAY and SATURDAY :(. 1 new essay and compre to be done. *faints* my pen ink is flowing at a fast and incredible rate. my mum bought for me 6 refills! YAY.

I LOVE MY LAOGONG :))

i really miss so much things about the NJCOGZ japan trip last year!! today last year was our first day in japan.. i miss the food. the nice weather. the japanese pple. the performance. disneyland... and so much more! yuting missed the trip as much as me also!! haha. it was so nice discussing about the trip during dazu yesterday. :)

oh no. my poor cello!! first the bridge shifted. then the sound post came out. (then my silly junior broke the string..haha. but audrey, it's really OK!! mc helped me replace liao) so now it keeps going out-of-tune. hopefully it will be sent for repairs soon and will be ok by concert.

next week is going to be a busy week!!
-gp lessons
-NUH
-econs consultation
-CO chalet

i'm so tired of doing essays, compres and more essays.

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qn: YAY! u are back from cruise!! hahaha okok!! i want to know what happened!
jo: haha. if u scold mitch den he sure scold me de lor!! =P hahha. how can u say derrick like that... he's your son leh!!
kahyan and audrey (silly sisters): both of u ar... so horrible can. bully me together. whatever lor. audrey-big loser. kahyan-bigger loser. hahha. jk lar.

hmmm. my eight o'clock show [ch55] has finished showing. :( the show's SUPER NICE! fengxinglie rocks. the ending is so SWEET!! i love it!! hahha. anyone watched it too? can discuss with me about the show :))

at last the PAE test is over!! it was really horrible. but i thought it was really interesting to see those kind of questions being asked. it was definitely difficult. at least for me. AHH. i don't want to get the results. though the results doesn't really matter to me, but i don't want to see how badly i did. x_X i will just feel lousy.



i don't want next week to arrive.