:'(

thoughts

met this guy who's a final year dentistry student from perth today. he's really interesting and it felt kind of good to be talking to someone who knows stuff that u know. and i realised that i'm enjoying (even more now) conversing with locals (australians). either they are interesting people or asians/singaporeans are just boring people.

now that i'm back home, i thought i would be able to enjoy life and not think of anything. but i don't know why, once again, i've been thinking about a lot of things that's making me v worried + confused. would really appreciate people around me to not make me more worried + confused about things. like sometimes, maybe just leave me alone? i don't know what to do to make myself feel better. :( and i'm really bad at dealing with relationships (with family and friends).. sighh.

pray.

holiday plans

i will be doing lots of dental-related stuff here in sg during this summer break. and somehow i'm not looking forward cause i really want a break from all things that are related to uni. i just feel kind of forced (by circumstances) to participate. but I guess these are opportunities that I shouldn't miss. i don't want to look back and regret and say shit, why didn't i go for it.


going do some check-ups for maids this saturday at a friend's mum's clinic. feeling lazy to read up on history taking and examination, oral hygiene instructions, radiography etc etc etc . i'm just back for less than a week and i have to look through those notes AGAIN.

and i'm going for an attachment with nus dentistry for a week in january. hopefully the rest of my friends would have already started their sem then we can do meet-ups!

thinking if i should do a temp job (already applied and got a couple of offers) not related to dent.. maybe i should, instead of bumming around and spending lots of $$. =/