back in melb

well, i'm now sitting at my living room with my fleece blanket over me (its freezing!) as i use the sch's wireless internet. i suspended my dial-up internet for the month of july cause i think its not worth it to pay for internet the whole month just for the last few days of usage in july. it's lucky that my apt faces the sch so i can use the uni's wireless. but then again, it means having to sit at the living room where it is so cold! ohhh well. was quite upset about the internet thing, but sighh, there's nothing that i can do anyways.

dent camp last weekend was just super duper rowdy. lots of drinking and crazy games. lol, and it's the first time i drank till i became a bit tipsy. at least its better than those seniors who were dead drunk. sometimes it makes me really wonder whats wrong with these pple... the seniors drank volka as if they were drinking water. lol.

i realised that my timetable for this sem is not as bad as it seems, esp since i managed to get exemption for part of a subject. but i hope i don't start slacking. i need to continue to work hard (: quite surprised at my grades for last sem. it was better than i expected (cause i seriously thought i would fail the dent subject). i'm really thankful that my results came out fine. love all those who gave me so much encouragement and support - esp my family <3 , yuting, shu yi and amy!

will jia you for this sem!

bye singapore; hello melb

i'm left with less than 1 day in singapore. =(

okayy i'll go sleep now cause i have to continue packing tmr.
good night everyone.

worried

its just so worrying.

humph

i'm feeling angry with someone. its always that same person who's making me angry and upset. sighh. why!

and i feel like complaining about that person to u (cause that's what i've been doing) , but then again, i know u will tell me the same thing which i choose not to listen, or rather, i should say, i have my own difficulties.

i feel really bad to trouble people :(

upset.

ouchhh

just had my lower right wisdom tooth extracted this afternoon.

although this extraction has spoiled my plans for the next few days [i need rest and no strenous exercise =x ], i'm quite glad that the pain came at the right time. i won't want to experience the pain when i'm in melb, cause it'll cause a bomb to do an extraction in melb.

dr kuan asked me why can't i ask my seniors/prof do the extraction for me [cause apparently in nus, they do have this kind of practice]. previously when i thought i might need a filling in melb, i checked with evan (a fourth year senior), and he said it's not allowed in the sch... haha if only it's allowed, it'll be so shiok to receive free dental treatment.

thoughts

i read a note that my friend from dent wrote on fb, and i feel very strongly for it, esp this paragraph,

"when for weeks you've been praying for wisdom, trying to seek God's will, seeking a direction or a kind of certainty, trusting in faith and comforted only by the promise that the Lord will answer your prayers in His own good time.. and just when you begin to feel a little too weary, the Lord answers your call for help, and gives you a very certain assurance that He will direct your paths!"


and so i keep my family and friends in prayer =D

2 weeks of home

have been home for 2 weeks already (damn fast!)
yes its just awesomeee to be back home, spending time with the family and friends and myself.

and i'm really enjoying myself, doing lots of things:
*meet-ups with friends [lots of photos to be photoshopped and uploaded!]
*meet-up with ex-colleagues [its so heart-warming to know that they r very concerned abt me (: love them! ]
*spending time with my family [shopping with mum/sis; eating nice food with dad; family gatherings]
*watching boys over flowers [thanks to debbie who saved the episodes onto my hard disk. i think the show's damnnn nice! but i'm really slow at watching, don't think i can complete before going back to melb]
*playing the piano [i'm glad i still rmb how to play my fav songs]
*gym-ing quite intensively [doing lots of cross-training/threadmill, hopefully i can lose weight quickly. and i need more determination to cut down on my diet]
*driving [my dad allows me to drive longer distances, =D ]
*baking [my new lovee <3, but this is bad cause i'm eating lots of the things that i bake]
*watching tv [my tw and hk shows ((: ]

and moreee!

but somehow even now that i'm back in singapore, some things r still weighing on my mind.

and results. i find it really difficult to not worry about my results [i don't know when its going to be out]. damn scaredd.

please give me hope.