4 more weeks

home is so near yet so far :(
exactly 4 more weeks and i'll be on the plane back to sg.
i want to be back home so so badly.

but first,
1 clinical exam, 5 theory papers.

hang in there.

exams r FINALLY over [and so is year 1]. this exam had practically wrung me dry as i felt really mentally and physically drained after my last paper. i didn't even had the energy to cry out for joy that exam's over. all the papers were okay (i think) but its really going to be hard to predict the marks. and that's the scary part :(

past few days were more or less, shopping + eating + sightseeing with mummy. and we were busy packing and spring-cleaning the apt. almost done with packing and i'm ready to go back sg tmr (:

see u guys.

1 month back in melb

time really flies. the fifth week of sch has just ended.

i feel kind of good now (like this moment), for some reason. cause maybe its friday night. but i don't usually feel like that on fridays in melb. i love friday nights in sg, cause i have nothing to worry about since work can be left for the weekends. and weekends! i love having nice dinners with my family. [pardon me for talking about home again]. just so glad to have a sg landline here (i love starhub for that!), so i can call any sg line for free. YAYNESS! yes and so i've been calling home every day. but i feel more homesick after that though. :( i just love my family so so much!

and i'm really thankful to be in touch (regularly) with my closest friends [esp yuting, my laogong and shu yi] =D i call my laogong almost everyday, and we talk to each other like before when i was still in sg. it feels so good that everything hasn't changed. really treasure my dears =D i get really touched when i receive an sms from sg asking how am i doing etc. oh i love sms-ing yuting dear! =D and i really hope they'll jiayou for the stressful uni life in sg! i really want to be there for them when they need someone cause they are really ALWAYS there for me when i need them. love them! yup things will EVENTUALLY be fine (that's how i always psycho myself). we'll pull through! =D [haha but seriously, if i'm given a choice, i would rather be stressed in sg than in melb.]

glad that this sem is not as stressful as last sem. but its still stressful taking histology & embryology and anatomy. had 2 sessions of anatomy dissection (we don't dissect this sem, we only study the dissected parts). its not that scary i guess. like even when we see the head only. got lots more to talk about anatomy disssection (and other things)- after all, i haven't been updating for so long. busy and plain lazy i guess.

hmmm i've been thinking a lot since i came back. sighhh, if only things were simpler. really want to write all my thoughts down here, but its really hard to organise everything. even telling someone about it can be difficult. cause i'll just end up with a "i-dunno-la"... it just difficult to express some things.

shall talk about more light-hearted things... was craving for durian the past few days and so i went freddos with pam, debb, stef and tricia to eat my durian ice-cream! it was heavenly! okay i know i sound desperate. lol. freddos really rocks! =D =D =D

i need to go karaoke so badly! its not very expensive here and the songs that i sing are available. its just the company - where's my kbox kakis :(

home's still the best.

2 weeks of home

have been home for 2 weeks already (damn fast!)
yes its just awesomeee to be back home, spending time with the family and friends and myself.

and i'm really enjoying myself, doing lots of things:
*meet-ups with friends [lots of photos to be photoshopped and uploaded!]
*meet-up with ex-colleagues [its so heart-warming to know that they r very concerned abt me (: love them! ]
*spending time with my family [shopping with mum/sis; eating nice food with dad; family gatherings]
*watching boys over flowers [thanks to debbie who saved the episodes onto my hard disk. i think the show's damnnn nice! but i'm really slow at watching, don't think i can complete before going back to melb]
*playing the piano [i'm glad i still rmb how to play my fav songs]
*gym-ing quite intensively [doing lots of cross-training/threadmill, hopefully i can lose weight quickly. and i need more determination to cut down on my diet]
*driving [my dad allows me to drive longer distances, =D ]
*baking [my new lovee <3, but this is bad cause i'm eating lots of the things that i bake]
*watching tv [my tw and hk shows ((: ]

and moreee!

but somehow even now that i'm back in singapore, some things r still weighing on my mind.

and results. i find it really difficult to not worry about my results [i don't know when its going to be out]. damn scaredd.

please give me hope.

home sweet home

everything's fine and good. thank god.

its just so nice to back home ((: except maybe the weather.
the weather's so damn hot. haven't perspired ever since i went melb. okay i think i'm already missing melb's cold weather. was like less than 10deg this morning and now its 30plus deg here. oh mannn.

my mum's cooking dinner tonight... smells damn good (:

singapore, here i come

cause of swine flu, all my plans for this winter break have changed..

hmm.

i'm going back to singapore next week. but have not decided on the date that i should book my ticket (though seriously, i should make up my mind latest by tmr in case there's no more seats available). justin's flying back on thurs, tricia most prob also, so i guess thurs would be good (all 3 of us are so going to wear masks) though i thought the earlier the better (like next tues or wed). but i need some time to clean up the house and pack my stuff.

have to shop like crazy the next few days before i go back cause now's the end-of-financial-year sale in aust. lots of good sales which singapore's GSS cannot compare to.

ohhh and i have to forfeit my sydney ticket :( cause i'll most prob stay in singapore till third week of july (must maximise my stay in singapore since flying back is not cheap and to make things worse - the exchange rate). told mitch about it and he also agrees with me, and he's sort of changing his plans to coming to melb. oh man how can he come to melb when i'm not around.

anyways, i have so much things to do when i'm back in singapore. i'm so going to eat all my fave food and go to my fave hangouts with my dearies. =D i need to play my piano, watch my tv, revise driving my dad's car, and lots of other stuff. lol, we singaporeans that r going back are going to have nice bakchormee tgt (we call it the BCM outing) and i'm kind of afraid of the weather back in singapore, though its freaking cold here that sometimes i rather feel warm (but not sticky).

(happy stuff aside..)i feel so moody/grumpy nowadays and its making me v mean. i hate being mean :(

oh finally exams and sem 1 ended. well i'm going to forget everything that happened in sem 1 and start life anew in sem 2. its going to be a better sem. definitely.