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was looking for new songs to download cause my itunes has been so deprived of new chinese songs. and i clicked on the top few downloaded songs. clicked on this song by pan wei bo, and i totally got addicted to the song. lol and after listening for more than 10 times then i realised that its written by jay((:

he made my day (:

finally

yes finally i'm done with my last test before exams. and i'm glad that things turned out ok and i felt much better after the test as compared to the previous tests. but i really pray hard that the results will turn out fine. now i'm starting to have some hope already (:

been studying so much the last few days, cramping all the reproduction, genetics, anatomy, pharmacology stuff into my poor brain. i could really feel how saturated my brain was, cause i couldn't absorb any more info like about 2 days ago. so i went to zi qiang's place to study (for a change of study environment) which i felt quite bad for imposing on him and his housemate. they sleep really late, like 5am so i could stay till late to study. i'm really quite amazed at how i really studied till 3.30am before he drove me back. (and even more amazed at how i slept at 4am for 2 consecutive days without feeling tired. must be my mum's ginseng =) ) they had wireless in the house which tempted me so much to use the internet. so i skyped yuting (: told her a whole lot of things that i was so unhappy about and i felt really better after telling her (: yess she makes me happy! and her encouragement really helps a lot.

going for buffet at crown with the dent pple now. yes today we can enjoy ourselves before we start chionging for the exams. oh my, i'm scared :(

AND i really want to thank everyone for your encouragement. i'll hang on (:

(:

I CAN DO IT (:

I'M SO PISSED WITH YOU.

i find my studying pace slowing down. whyy, i just don't understand. its not like i've studied a lot in the day that i have all the time to slack at night. been skyping a lot with family and friends which i cannot really help it cause i really miss them a lot. i'm really scared and worried for this test cause it means a lot to me. but tan yuting told me to believe in myself and so i'll try to (:

been coughing really badly... esp at night. ok maybe that's why i study v little at night cause i don't see myself being productive - coughing while studying. my cough is damn irritating.


i'm pissed at someone for always affecting my mood. sian.

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suddenly everything else didn't matter.

with so much love from YOU, YOU and YOU.

song from shu yi (thanks dear):
Leona Lewis - Footprints In The Sand

You walked with me
Footprints in the sand
And helped me understand
Where I'm going

You walked with me
When I was all alone
With so much unknown
Along the way
Then I heard you say

(Chorus)
I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow
And despair
I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

I see my life
Flash across the sky
So many times have I
Been so afraid

And just when I
Have thought I'd lost my way
You gave me strength to carry on
Thats when I heard you say

(Chorus)
I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sorrow
And despair
I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

When I'm weary
Well, I know you've been there
And I can feel you when you say

I promise you (you)
I'm always there
When your heart is filled with sadness (when your heart)
And despair (and despair)
I'll carry you
When you need a friend (need a friend)
You'll find my footprints in the sand

(I promise you)
(I'm always there)
When your heart is full of sadness (sadness)
And despair (And despair)
I'll carry you (I'll carry you)
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand

i love my daddy, mummy and jie so much!