WHEEEE

yes my exam timetable is out! thank GOD for the comfortable timetable! my exams are all on the 2nd week of exam (pretty well spread out) so it simply means,

^i have 2 weeks to prepare for the papers (1 week of swot vac and 1st week of exam)
^i can go back sg before the official exam period ends (glad that i'm not taking chem which is on the 3rd week)
^i can go back with my mum who's coming during my exam period!

i've decided the date to go back! can't wait!

live, love and laugh

i feel so blessed with abundant love from my family and friends. i do feel this way usually, but this feeling is especially strong today (:

spoke to my family for a long time just now in the evening (i think its the longest time we talked over the phone, excluding skype) and it made me really happy. i called my dad's mobile and he greeted me in an especially cheerful manner - it was quite funny now that i think of it (cause he sounded a bit high), but it felt really good. i love my daddy! and then we talked before passing the phone around to my mum and sis (as usual). every one sounded so happy and excited (not because i called... its just the occasionally 'high' feeling that we get from spending time together as a family). and this really makes me miss spending quality time with them. its the weekends when we would just spend time tgt at home either in front of the tv, or in our rooms where my dad would be playing comp games, and we would talk and laugh about stuff that can be really silly (especially making fun of my mum that makes us laugh like mad - my mum's just so cute!). yes, we sound crazy as a family (act childish and stuff), its just that nice and warm feeling that makes me feel very attached to my family. My family gives me strength and makes my life so purposeful. i feel so blessed =D

and my lao gong sent me an e-mail once again! :D love receiving her e-mails cause they make me laugh. i'm really thankful for her love! this e-mail was really funny cause she said how she saw the dental ball photos and said that i wanted to seduce some guys. and some guys were worthy to be her love rival. blah blah blah. yes she's just so crappy but i love her crappiness! i called her immediately (that's what i always do when i received her e-mail cause i'm just so excited to talk to her that i wouldn't want to reply by e-mail and wait for her reply. had quite a short conversation but it was nice catching up with her. just want to tell her to jiayou! i love her so much!

pam's really sweet to give tricia and me a mooncake cause we were just craving so much for it. my dad got lots of Tung Lok mooncakes (which are for goodness sake, super duper yummy) in singapore - I WANTTT TO EAT SO BADLY! i cannot wait to go back Singapore! the spring weather is crazy (wind, please stop blowing) and its making me wanting to go back singapore even more.

love all my family and friends!

<3

i love my sister so so much!

2 weeks break!

tmr's the official start of my two weeks mid term break! i'm actually not that excited over this break though there's lots of activities going on (will talk about them later). i'm quite comfortable with this sem's timetable that i don't mind not having any break. (yes please just let me end my semester soon and i can go back singapore earlier!). after all i think i might be studying more if i have lessons and i'll spend less money on shopping. shopping's been quite nice cause its spring sale! winter's FINALLY over. or should i say winter's FINALLY over! quite neutral towards the fact that winter has ended... winter's good cause the weather's quite predictable (its just cold, and no other crazy weather). but spring's been really quite bad so far, with some days that r cold and some days that r warm. =x

tmr i'm heading to mornington for a short 3 days trip. quite rushed even though this trip was planned pretty long ago, but feeling shagged after dental ball (which i'm so damn relieved that its over!)..its kind of a good thing that the trip's tmr cause it just mean that i'll be busy in a row and after that i have time to study for my upcoming anatomy flagrace test. feeling guilty for not studying for so many days though.

birthday celebration for friend, royal melbourne show, rock climbling (still undecided whether i should go), picnic, stayover at friend's house, karaoke... ahh so much activities during the hols. can i not go and just nua at home?

ahhhhh i miss my family!

=(

this fri (today) is so different from last friday. i'm feeling really upset over some stuff (with myself especially). anyway just glad that its over. but then its not totally over since its a weekly thing. am i going to be depressed over this thing next week and next next week and so on?! seriously i hope not. i know there's nothing i should be confused about or nobody that i should be responsible to for this thing, but then its just so difficult to do it the way i want. there's other pple involved and i cannot just simply ignore. wanted to tell deb about it but she sounded happy when i called her just now so didn't want to spoil her mood with my problems. talked to yuting about it online...it was really a good timing that she came online just when i wanted to talk to her.

i'm such a confused person. :(

1 month back in melb

time really flies. the fifth week of sch has just ended.

i feel kind of good now (like this moment), for some reason. cause maybe its friday night. but i don't usually feel like that on fridays in melb. i love friday nights in sg, cause i have nothing to worry about since work can be left for the weekends. and weekends! i love having nice dinners with my family. [pardon me for talking about home again]. just so glad to have a sg landline here (i love starhub for that!), so i can call any sg line for free. YAYNESS! yes and so i've been calling home every day. but i feel more homesick after that though. :( i just love my family so so much!

and i'm really thankful to be in touch (regularly) with my closest friends [esp yuting, my laogong and shu yi] =D i call my laogong almost everyday, and we talk to each other like before when i was still in sg. it feels so good that everything hasn't changed. really treasure my dears =D i get really touched when i receive an sms from sg asking how am i doing etc. oh i love sms-ing yuting dear! =D and i really hope they'll jiayou for the stressful uni life in sg! i really want to be there for them when they need someone cause they are really ALWAYS there for me when i need them. love them! yup things will EVENTUALLY be fine (that's how i always psycho myself). we'll pull through! =D [haha but seriously, if i'm given a choice, i would rather be stressed in sg than in melb.]

glad that this sem is not as stressful as last sem. but its still stressful taking histology & embryology and anatomy. had 2 sessions of anatomy dissection (we don't dissect this sem, we only study the dissected parts). its not that scary i guess. like even when we see the head only. got lots more to talk about anatomy disssection (and other things)- after all, i haven't been updating for so long. busy and plain lazy i guess.

hmmm i've been thinking a lot since i came back. sighhh, if only things were simpler. really want to write all my thoughts down here, but its really hard to organise everything. even telling someone about it can be difficult. cause i'll just end up with a "i-dunno-la"... it just difficult to express some things.

shall talk about more light-hearted things... was craving for durian the past few days and so i went freddos with pam, debb, stef and tricia to eat my durian ice-cream! it was heavenly! okay i know i sound desperate. lol. freddos really rocks! =D =D =D

i need to go karaoke so badly! its not very expensive here and the songs that i sing are available. its just the company - where's my kbox kakis :(

home's still the best.

back in melb

well, i'm now sitting at my living room with my fleece blanket over me (its freezing!) as i use the sch's wireless internet. i suspended my dial-up internet for the month of july cause i think its not worth it to pay for internet the whole month just for the last few days of usage in july. it's lucky that my apt faces the sch so i can use the uni's wireless. but then again, it means having to sit at the living room where it is so cold! ohhh well. was quite upset about the internet thing, but sighh, there's nothing that i can do anyways.

dent camp last weekend was just super duper rowdy. lots of drinking and crazy games. lol, and it's the first time i drank till i became a bit tipsy. at least its better than those seniors who were dead drunk. sometimes it makes me really wonder whats wrong with these pple... the seniors drank volka as if they were drinking water. lol.

i realised that my timetable for this sem is not as bad as it seems, esp since i managed to get exemption for part of a subject. but i hope i don't start slacking. i need to continue to work hard (: quite surprised at my grades for last sem. it was better than i expected (cause i seriously thought i would fail the dent subject). i'm really thankful that my results came out fine. love all those who gave me so much encouragement and support - esp my family <3 , yuting, shu yi and amy!

will jia you for this sem!