3 months of hols coming to an end;

thought maybe i should just update this blog even though i'm really busy with lots of stuff (sch stuff + packing) and time's really running out. 1 day left before i head back to melb.

how i wish this 3 months break wouldn't come to an end. but no such thing (yes i know).

out of the 3 months, i spent 2 months working. amazed at myself for being able to stay in that company for 2 months. its the most horrifying work i've ever did... and i've never complained so much in my life. sometimes i really wanted to blast at those pple but eventually i didn't. aiya, why should i even bother about them, that's what i'll tell myself. seriously. now that its OVER finally i shall (try) forget about the whole thing.

cny gathering with relatives and meet-ups with friends have been awesome (: kind of felt that cny was different this year for me. more warmth i guess <3
really love my family and friends.

will see everyone when i'm back in june/july. i know time flies.

hols

goshh i'm so enjoying singapore, even though i can't say that i've accomplished much since i came back. been driving around in dad's car, shopping around and watching dramas at home (most of the time) etc.

haven't got many plans for the hols...but i should probably make more plans since its a long 3 months break. okayy, i'm sort of looking for a job, but i'm being very picky and indecisive about what job i should take up. rejected a couple of jobs offered by the recruit agency, partly because of the pay. the agency pple talk to me so much about how i should just be contented with the pay they are offering cause its recession now (blah blah blah). its irritatinggggg.

my grandma's maid is at my house now and she's really quite pro i must say. she graduated from a uni in phillipines and she's talking to me about anatomy cause she knows i'm studying dentistry. she asked me what's the author/publisher of my anatomy text and she told me which text she used last time! O_o LOL (maids nowadays!) and she probably knows more than me cause i only studied head, neck and thorax.

next week would be a busier week, i reckon. more meet-ups! [and ben, if u r reading this, i'm so sorry for forgetting about dinner yesterday. next week or next next week will do dinner, i promise!]

i'll be getting back my results soon =(. it'll turn out fine, right?

for now, it'll be baking and exercising [badminton with yu ting just now was fun! :D]

exams r FINALLY over [and so is year 1]. this exam had practically wrung me dry as i felt really mentally and physically drained after my last paper. i didn't even had the energy to cry out for joy that exam's over. all the papers were okay (i think) but its really going to be hard to predict the marks. and that's the scary part :(

past few days were more or less, shopping + eating + sightseeing with mummy. and we were busy packing and spring-cleaning the apt. almost done with packing and i'm ready to go back sg tmr (:

see u guys.

mummy (:

yes i'm so enjoying the awesome home-cooked food that i'm having now. and of course my mum's company. hmmm but i have to admit that her presence is really quite distracting, to the extent that i cannot really concentrate on my studying. or maybe my small (but hopefully not too small) brain is just too saturated with all the knowledge that i cannot absorb anything.

its so scary how we have to memorise EVERY SINGLE THING in our notes and of course MORE from textbooks. there's no such thing as crapping stuff out for subjects like anatomy, embryology, histology and dent materials. seriouslyyy dent materials can drive me crazy.

STUDY.

[oh and melbourne's weather is totally crazy. =/ ]

last day of sch!

tmr is the official last day of sch, but no lessons for me tmr so today's actually my last day of sch.
and so, the next two weeks would be hardcore studying (i hope i won't be driven nuts. okay touch wood.) before i have my papers on the 3rd week. i have exams during the whole of 3rd week except tues. exams won't be so miserable as compared to sem 1 since its spring now (compared to the depressing winter during that time).

i cannot wait for my mummy to arrive next week! looking forward to awesome home-cooked food!

even more looking forward to going back to singapore! home sweet home (or rather, home sweat home!)

tired

feeling physically tired and mentally drained. =x haven't been studying really hard the past week, even though i should since i have less lessons the last week. but shouldn't i rest more now when i can afford the time, and reserve the energy i have for chionging for exams during the study break that is just coming up in 2 weeks time. i'm just confused over what i should do. i know i should relax or i'll just lose my stamina to study [which i'm so afraid that day might arrive :( ] but i'll feel guilty whenever i don't make use of my time to do something constructive (which i would define as studying). but again, there's just too much to study. no point telling myself that i'll relax once i'm done with the studying, cause that day won't come. received a bad news yesterday that we would be tested on the stuff we learnt in sem 1 for dental practice exam. that's so scary and crazy. have to really start revising already =x

suddenly feeling very emo-ish, after talking to my family for close to an hour. i feel really bad for always making my parents worry for me, knowing that i'm worried about some things. yes, my apartment. finding accomodation really sucks. i'm really comfortable staying at cs cause its just so convenient and my apartment is very spacious. but i don't want to pay so much esp since we don't need so much space. i would rather save on the rent and spend more on food. we (tricia and i) inspected smaller 2 bedrooms in cs, and we r kind of comfortable with the space though we wouldn't save a lot by moving to a smaller unit, but i guess it's (~$90 a month) still something. AND paying empty rent sucks totally. moving sucks too. sighh.
my dad, mum and sis were telling me not to worry cause they won't mind paying that 2 months of empty rent when i'm back in singapore. i feel very bad though. its like throwing a few thousands away. :(
and they were saying that we shouldn't move cause its too much of a hassle =x how!? i really don't know what to do. :(

my mum's always worried that i'll be worried :( even over small things. like just now i asked her if the uncooked rice can be kept over the few months when we r back in sg, and she said don't have to worry about it. ahhh i don't want my parents to worry about me :( but i guess it cannot be helped. just like how i cannot help feeling homesick. i just have the very sad feeling whenever my mum ask if i've been taking care of myself, like if i've been drinking the ginseng and essence of chicken etc. and my sis told my mum that i was craving for my fav marks and spencers' triple chocolate crunch and she wanted to buy to bring over when she comes in two weeks time, but worried that customs won't allow. and she was like "how?..(in the worrying tone)" Seriously, i wouldn't die without eating my trip choco crunch. i just don't want my mum to keep thinking too much for me. i feel horrible.

=(

WHEEEE

yes my exam timetable is out! thank GOD for the comfortable timetable! my exams are all on the 2nd week of exam (pretty well spread out) so it simply means,

^i have 2 weeks to prepare for the papers (1 week of swot vac and 1st week of exam)
^i can go back sg before the official exam period ends (glad that i'm not taking chem which is on the 3rd week)
^i can go back with my mum who's coming during my exam period!

i've decided the date to go back! can't wait!