upset

seriously i don't know what's wrong with me. i need to stop thinking about it and stop letting it affect my morale. i'm really tired of crying but i just cannot help it. i need strength. i need to be stronger.

i felt so horrible during this weekend and i cannot believe that i actually went to shop on friday and went for the sushi party at oony's place on sat and attended jas's 21st today. i totally had no mood to go anywhere. just wanted to stay at home and do nothing.

i hope i'm really feeling better after shu yi talked so much sense into me. i felt bad that she had to worry about me when she herself wasn't feeling too good. love her so much.

tmr's monday. damn it. i just dread it. totally.