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i woke up this morning and somehow i just burst out crying. my sis called cause i text her. and she asked if i needed dad to fly over and accompany me...but i said there's no need. but later my mum called and talked to me and she sounded really worried. i guess its because she knows that i must be feeling quite bad before i would cry in front of them. she told me that my sis would be flying to melb next fri to spend the weekend with me. i'm feeling kind of confused cause i know i want my sis to be here with me, but then again, i'm already so busy with sch work with 2 tests coming up.. although my sis says she'll just keep me company but i'll feel bad if she just stay at home with me cause i want to bring her around. i want to chiong my work now so there's more time to spend with her next weekend but i just cannot bring myself to do it. i need a decent break.

my laogong wrote me an e-mail and the subject was "LAOPO". i felt soooo touched when i was reading it cause she seldom talk sense into me. our conversations are always so light-hearted and we didn't like talking about stuff that r more than simple-minded. anyway when i read the e-mail, i could just imagine her talking to me cause its so "her". i couldn't stop smiling when skyping with her cause my internet was so lag that sometimes the screen would just freeze and the image would be v funny cause she's in some weird position and having a weird expression. i love her so much (:

yeah i was at debbie's room last night cause i needed someone to watch kangxi with me. it made me feel better. she also talked some sense into me. its times like this that i feel that i need people to talk some sense into me so i won't think too much.

quite looking forward to tmr cause i have some time to spend with myself. i seriously need some time alone.